Loving my little ones

Heartbreak Hotel

Experiencing my first heartbreak although I know I've been here before. Although Bella was easier on me, as she always is. I was one of those lucky few who never had my heart broken by a boy because I married my first true love. This heartbreak is the wrenching feeling of leaving my two little souls who I have shared the same air with for the last 3 years alone with 33 strangers, 2 of whom are in charge of all the others. 2 strangers who don't love them.

Waiting Room

I'm seven months pregnant with twins and I'm stressed. Probably the best time in my life not to be stressed but I'm stressed. Anxious. Wound up. Circumstances won't be changing very soon so I'm going to have to find another way to find relief. Just a few questions which I know won't help but it'll make me feel better to write them down:

- Why do doctors think that it's ok to be late?
- Why is this woman next to me playing a game on her phone with the sound on?
- Why can't people stick to their word? Why offer things you don't actually want to or can't provide?

Why am I still waiting for this fucking doctor!!!???!!